Minggu, 25 Desember 2011

Love (1)


Love
By: setyana budiarti

            Dia hanyalah seorang gadis biasa yang tak pernah tau apa itu arti cinta, dia hanya tau cinta sebagai ungkapan semata. Dia tak pernah mengerti, percaya, dan juga merasakan apa itu cinta. Dia hanya bermain, bercanda, bergaul dan menghabiskan waktu dengan sahabat sahabatnya, tanpa cinta. Seluruhnya yang ia tau hanya kasih sayang, kasih sayang seorang teman, kawan, orang tua dan semuanya.
            Setiap waktu ia habiskan bersama sahabat sahabatnya, Tiara, Jojo, Dias. Lara begitu ia biasa di panggil oleh teman temanya. SMA seharusnya menjadi masa masa penuh cinta seorang gadis, tapi ia belum bias merasakan hal tersebut. Ia terfokus dengan sahabat sahabatnya, di kelas Tiara, jojo, dias, dan lara dudu berdekatan. Mereka menghabiskan waktu bersama di sekolah, setiap pagi lara selalu sarapan di kantin sekolah bersama jojo.
            Setiap pagi, jojo selalu menunggu lara di kantin sekolah untuk sarapan bersama. Lara selalu datang telat untuk sarapan bersama jojo, tetapi jojo tetap sabar menunggu lara.  Di dalam hati lara ia berkata, ini yang namanya teman. Lara tidak menyadari bahwa jojo sebenarnya mencintainya, lebih dari sekedar teman. Tanpa tersadar ternyata cinta yang di rasakan lara tumbuh dari temanya.
            Tiara dan dias tahu sebenarnya jojo menyukai lara sejak lama, tapi mereka juga tahu lara tidak memperhatikan tentang cinta. Sampai suatu ketika, lara merasakan suatu perasaan yang aneh tetapi menyenangkan saat ia sedang bersama jojo. Ia tgidak tahu kenapa, ia bertanya dalam hatinya “apa ini? Mengapa? Jojo?”. Setiap ia bersama jojo, hatinya bergetar, bergerak, berdegup, bagaikan savanna tenang yang tiba-tiba terguyur badai. Akhirnya, lara pun sadar bahwa ini adalah cinta. Dalam benaknya “ini cinta? Dengan jojo? Hows life?” “tapi apakah mungkin?”.
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Sabtu, 17 Desember 2011

David Archuleta " My Hand "

                                                                                   
Accidentally, on purpose                                                       
I dropped my watch behind the tire
Threw my alarm clock inside the fireplace
Yeah, and I put the parental control on,
On the news and the weather channel
I'm outside in my robe I'm looking for you, oh

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand, girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine
I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here, open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on
Baby hold on (to my hands)
Hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't let go

I don't think this is working
Squeezing so hard my hands are hurting
Ought to let go in the first place
And I put the phone on the front lawn
Everything that shows time is gone
I'm outside in this cold
Still looking for you

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can

But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine, I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, oh hold on
Baby hold on (to my hands)
Hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't ever let me go

If everything'd stop
I'd listen for your heart
To lead me right to you, yeah
I tried every way I can
But it's harder to hold on to your hands than the hands of time
I need a hand girl, I'm trying to hold on
Losing strength in these hands of mine, I need you here
I'm trying to hold on
Standing here open hands and I
Know I can't do this alone
Hold on, hold on
Baby hold on (to my hands)
Can you hold on to my hands (don't let go of my hands)
Don't let go
Can you hold on to my hands

Jumat, 16 Desember 2011

apa hayo???                                                                                  
bingung
knp....
gpp.
O
:(
kenapa sih sedih mulu :O
pendek bgt balesnya..
iya maaf
iya engga apa" kok yang..
iya makasih
iya sama sama yang
*gabales*
kok ga bales?
bingung
knpa bingung?
ga apa apa
kok gpp?
kan emng ga apapa
#bingung.. knp?
tau ah
ih knpa? :(
gpp deh
bohong..
apadeh
:(
-____-
bete yah?
gatau kan yang
ga tau terus dari tadi
tau deh, udah ah yang
ih knp?
gatau knp kan
marah ya?
engga ko
beneriya
makasih
samasama
singkat singkat bgt yang
sendirinya juga kan...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kan kamu duluan sayang.. :(
ih
tuh kan balesnya sngkat
iyaaahhh maaf sayaaang :D
yaudah engga apa apa kok sayanggggggg.
makasih say
iyah sama sama sayangggg :*
:) :*

( text-ing nya orang yang pacaran pasti gini hahah, flat terus unmood terus baikan )

Kamis, 15 Desember 2011

adele lyrics "someone like you"

I heard                                                                    
That you're settled down
That you
Found a girl
And you're
Married now

I heard
That your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things
I didn't give to you

Old friend
Why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back
Or hide from the light

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."
Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead,
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday
It was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise
Of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known
How bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Never mind
I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
"Don't forget me," I begged
"I'll remember," you said
"Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead"

Sometimes it lasts in love
But sometimes it hurts instead

members of Haram's Family

   azis                                                               ian aneu n yona
         
                                                                             raysa

                                                                           riko

                                                                           coir :D

                                                                        restu n riko

                                                                   numan n sarah

                                                                              yona

                                                                              galih

                                                                             nawang

                                                                         hendra

                                                                                fajriah

                                                                            fendrio

                                                                                  ryan      


                                                             amanah
                                                                    
i have another family, there is " Haram's Family " or usually known as HF :). HF itu keluarga gue di sekolah hehe, berawal dari orang yang sama sekali ga kenal lama lama jadi satu keluarga yang really truely excited. having a lot of experience together, mendaki gunung, ke dufan, nonton bareng, tidur bareng, makan bareng, konfoi bareng wew really awesome. saling berbagi n ngebantu satu sama lain di HF and penuh dengan canda tawa, seems perfect but sometimes ada masalah juga di HF kaya perselisihan, salah paham dll. tapi semua itu bisa di atasin ko. HF members:  riko, amanah, fajriah, aneu, coir, ryan, galih, sarah, numan, fendrio, restu, raysa, azis, nawang, ayu.



what will you do if ure BF not sensitive and care??

               “What will you feel if your BF not sensitive and care about you??” wuuupppzzz, pastinya sedih banget and a little bit upset hehe. Yaps itu yang kadang sebagian cewek rasain kalo punya cowo yang ga peka. Maunya sih dia tau apa yang kita rasain and peduli tapi kalo dia emang ga pernah tau, mau gimana lagi. Paling Cuma cembetut dalam hati and ngerasa serba salah, karena dia juga punya hak tersendiri and ga mesti sensitive or care sama kita.  For example: pengen banget jalan sama dia, tapi dianya ga tau and kita udah ngasih kode kode buat ngajak jalan. Tapi dia tetep juga ga tau, iyeuuuh T_T.
                Hahahahaha nyesek and sedih emang kalo dia ga sensitive gitu, tapi weitz jangan kesel dulu. Mungkin aja dia emang ga tau atau mungkin dia tau tapi emang ga care. Solusinya, engga usah terlalu mengharapkan dia. Cari aja kenangan kenangan sama dia yang bikin kita lupa sama ke tidak pekaan dia. And jangan lupa, kalo dia juga manusia biasa yang punya hak sendiri. Jadi jangan memaksakan kehendak ke dia, kecuali dia menerima itu J.
                Yups kaya gue, kadang kalo dia lagi ga peka and care sama gue, gue lebih milih pergi atau nyari kesibukan lain. Karena apa? Karena kalo gue ada di situ and tetep ngeharap dia, itu Cuma bikin gue sakit and wanna cry L. Apa lagi kalo dia lagi sama orang lain and ga perduli sama gue, terus ngeignore gue. kesel banget rasanya, it feels like so upset and disappointed. So, kalo dia kaya gitu, gue pasti cari kesibukan lain biar gue ga ngerasa kalo dia ngeignore gue. tapi kalo cara itu ga berhasil, gue pasti pergi and sumeng + galau sendirian. Why life so suck?? I don’t even know -__-
                Tapi besoknya, gue pasti berusaha buat biasa aja di depan dia even it’s hard and actually hurt. So, dia ga akan tau gue kenapa and life does go on like usuall. So simply, right??? Just hide it and cheer up.
 “ Don’t be so sad and being so lonely” 

Rabu, 14 Desember 2011

"Back to December"

I'm so glad you made time to see me                                       
How's life, tell me how's your family
I haven't seen them in a while
You've been good, busier then ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

'Cause the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time

These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and,
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came, the dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right

I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time

All the time

"wish you were here" Avril Lavigne

I can be tough                                                                   
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

Theres a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

[refrain]
And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss

[refrain]
All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

[bridge]
No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...

[chorus]
Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here

Senin, 12 Desember 2011

cuek?? doesn't mean he unlove you

Cuek?????? Bzzzzz -_- “ cuek banget sih kamu?” “gada perhatianya sama aku L” “kenapa sih? Ga sayang ya?” “apa ada yang lain? T_T” “aku mau kamu”. Cowok cuek= ga sayang?????
        Weitsss banyak yang bilang kalo cowok yang cuek itu berarti udah ga sayang atau emang ga peduli yang lebih parahnya ada cewek lain?? Stop berfikiran kaya gitu, sebelum tau alesan kenapa cowok iu cuek. Bias aja dia sibuk atau capek atau emang sifatnya yang cuek. Gimana ya cara ngatasin cowok yang cuek?? Gampang aja, jawabanya Cuma sabar. Yaps sebagai cewek, kita emang harus bener bener sabar buat mengatasi cowok yang cuek.
        Postingan gue kali ini, mau share tentang sedikit pengalaman gue. Gue tau ko rasanya ngejalin hubungan sama cowok yang cuek, sakit hati sih, nyesek juga tapi mau gimana lagi, poting aja deh alias positive thinking dari semua pemikiran break relation. Gue tau kebanyakan cewek, termasuk gue suka sama cowok yang perhatian, romantic, dan ga takut untuk di cap puitis. Tapi kebanyakan cowok ga kaya gitu, cowok itu kebanyakan cuek. Pedekate and bulan bulan pertama, pasti perhatian sama kaya cowok gue. Pas udah masuk bulan ke 5 6 BzzZZZzz beda banget, gue ga ngerasain dia yang dulu lagi. Dia berubah dan gue gatau kenapa, dia cuek . emang sih gue tau, dia emang bukan cowok yang over tapi biasa aja. Tapi rasa cueknya itu beda, dan jujur gue mau dia yang dulu.
        Dia itu beda banget sama gue. dia jarang sama gue, padahal kita sekelas. Dia jarang ngajak ngobrol gue, dia jarang nyapa gue. Dia ga ada pas gue butuh dia. Kaya waktu gue jatuh, and kaki gue berdarah, dia ga nyamperin gue buat ngebantuin gue atau mungkin buat sekedar nanyain keadaan gue. padahal disana ada dia, sampe temen temen gue bilang ke gue kalo dia ko gada perhatianya. Tapi it’s oke lah, gue bisa terima itu, dan gue juga bukan cewek yang selalu ngarepin bantuan dari cowok. Walaupun ada sedikit ada rasa kecewa tapi just enjoy the life.
        Setiap hari kaya gitu, dan gue tetep berusaha buat biasa aja. Tapi pernah terpintas di fikiran gue, kenapa dia nge ignore gue? ada cewek lain kah? Yap ber minggu minggu tuh fikiran ada di kepala gue. apa lagi dia cueknya Cuma sama gue, dan ga ke temen temennya. Dalem hati gue suka bilang “ waw..apa harus temenan aja gue sama dia biar dia ga cuek? Kalo gitu udahin aja” tapi gue ga mau itu, gue ga mau buat akhirin hubungan ini. Okey gue tetep sabar and biasa aja, walaupun nyesek dalam hati.
        Okey gue terima dia cuek sama gue, and gue anggap itu emang sifat dia so biarin aja. Tapi pernah gue kesel banget and nyesek banget, waktu dia care banget sama cewek lain sedangkan ke gue engga!! Mau teriak rasanya and bilang “helloooo am your girlfriend!!!” and setiap kali gue minta di ajarin materi pelajaran ke dia, dia selalu bilang ga bisa. Sekalinya bias juga dia ngajarinnya begitu, dia itu ga peka atau emang cuek?  Dia ngajarin gue cepet banget, secara otak gue pas pasan. Tapi kalo orang lain minta di ajarin sama dia, pasti dia bias. Waw how wonderfull life for me!.
        Gue kecewa, sedih, sakit, nyesek, cemburu, galau, etc deh. Gue tau dia cuek, tapi ga segitunya juga kali. Mau nangis rasanya, tapi buat apa? Mau teriak, emang ada yang mau dengerin? Percuma semuanya. Tapi gue berusaha keep build this relation. Tapi kenapa dia kaya gitu ke gue?? maybe he doesn’t love me at all. Di fikiran gue selalu kaya gitu, and negative terus.
        Tapi waktu gue jatuh and gada orang yang ngebantuin gue, dia ada and ngebantuin gue. waktu gue sendiri dan gatau mesti ngapain dia nyamperin gue. gue agak bingung, kadang dia cuek banget tapi kadang dia juga perhatian. Terus kalo gue lagi upset sama dia, pasti dia nanya kenapa? Dan gue bilang kalo gue engga apa apa. And dia selalu berusaha yakinin gue kalo dia sayang sama gue, dari caranya ngeyakinin gue. gue tau kalo dia sayang sama gue, tapi kenapa dia cuek??
        Sampai akhirnya muncul pemikiran di otak gue, kalo dia itu tipe cowok yang 50/50. Dia pasti ada buat gue di saat gue ga ada temen atau yang ngebantuin,tapi selama dia ngerasa kalo masih ada oran yang nemenin gue and ngebantuin gue, dia pasti cuek sama gue. karena dia ngerasa kalo gue baik baik aja J. Gue juga tau kalo dia itu sayang sama gue, dan gue will keep this relation with him. So cuek bukan berarti dia ga sayang, mungkin aja itu emang sifatnya yang harus kita terima. Because love what he is but not what he has .